Well, as I’ve learned, and watched friends and family learn, life is fragile and we never know what we will be hit with at an any given point.
10 years ago, it was breast cancer for me. I thought it was a mistake, a joke. But it turned out more real than ever. And here I am entering my last blog entry.
I am longer able to concentrate to well on phones and computers, etc. so this will be a short and last entry. I’m tuned out and just being with my family, cherishing every last moment I can.
I want to thank all the wonderful, beautiful friends, and strangers, and family, that have taken the time to read this and love me and support me and cheer me on over the years. Meg, Amelia, Myles, and I could not have gotten through all the challenges and ups and downs without such a loving core of support.
Hearing the words 2-3 weeks to live from the doctor last week really shattered us. Some days we are in a surreal world, while others, we are full of grief and sorrow at the pain of missing each other and not watching my children grow. That for me is the toughest.
Take care of everything you love. Don’t let bitterness or anger ruin something good. Feel all that loves you. Embrace what the earth can give us…for me it was the beach last weekend, my last trip. But the ocean air, the sound of the waves, and watching Amelia and Myles play in the “biggest” sandbox ever was epic! Just love away and keep peace in your heart always…
thrivingpeacefully 